Hey AK,
Do you know what kind of manager are you? You act like you know a lot, but I think you are not that much.
You FFK me twice to the gym and made use of me by traveling so far away for you to help you do your work. How come? What the hell is wrong with you? In the end I got nothing!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Sister
别以为自己很伟大！打了我后还要写什么还爱我这个妹！pull shit!你打我，我不痛！痛的是我的心！我会搬！工作也是因为你，我才留！我会去辞职，因为已经没什么好留在那里！和你妈一个样！神经加变态！！痴妈 筋！别以为只有你有自尊，别人也是有的！！真他妈的自以为是！总要别人跟着你的步伐！
You never understand. How good I am to you, everything for me to you, sigh! You think its easy?
You never understand. How good I am to you, everything for me to you, sigh! You think its easy?
Saturday, January 28, 2012
2012 The disaster year!
2012 has arrived I have never thought I am almost 30 years old.
Chinese new year is around the corner and during this new year I met a lot of friends who I seldom meet.
I feel awkward accepting myself in year 2012 because everything is about to change in this year.
My career, my relationship, my family and my friends.
I realized many wrong things i have done in my past, but this realization give me strength to move on, I learned a lot of things ever since I become a manager last year, I need to manage people, not only at work, my family and friends as well.
Sometimes I just wish I could stop the time, just stop everything and run away. But running isn't the way to solve the problem. I had no choice but to go forward.
I finally met BJM during CNY, he impressed me a lot, he always impresses me while I feel lost. It is always feel good to see BJM around. I miss you a lot.
Mom, the reunion dinner. I felt awkward without my sister, but I am sure in my life I wouldn't have a chance to sit down with all my family and have reunion dinner altogether.
Sister, it is always been like this for our entire life. I hope you can understand, dad and mom problem.
I feel like suffering this year, this is the tougher year ever since I step out for my career, I hope everything turns out fine and wish luck will be next to me.
I sincerely wish my family, friends and workmates all the best and throughout the Dragon year I hope they will be something special around you guys.
Chinese new year is around the corner and during this new year I met a lot of friends who I seldom meet.
I feel awkward accepting myself in year 2012 because everything is about to change in this year.
My career, my relationship, my family and my friends.
I realized many wrong things i have done in my past, but this realization give me strength to move on, I learned a lot of things ever since I become a manager last year, I need to manage people, not only at work, my family and friends as well.
Sometimes I just wish I could stop the time, just stop everything and run away. But running isn't the way to solve the problem. I had no choice but to go forward.
I finally met BJM during CNY, he impressed me a lot, he always impresses me while I feel lost. It is always feel good to see BJM around. I miss you a lot.
Mom, the reunion dinner. I felt awkward without my sister, but I am sure in my life I wouldn't have a chance to sit down with all my family and have reunion dinner altogether.
Sister, it is always been like this for our entire life. I hope you can understand, dad and mom problem.
I feel like suffering this year, this is the tougher year ever since I step out for my career, I hope everything turns out fine and wish luck will be next to me.
I sincerely wish my family, friends and workmates all the best and throughout the Dragon year I hope they will be something special around you guys.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Love notes
Had an argument with my lover. Kinda feel the passion of love.
Don't want to forget this moment.
To N:
we have a good relationship and I don want to stop Loving u N.
U gave me hope and I love u more.U sayang me and I love u more.
U took care of me and I love u more.U cooked for me and
I love u even more. I'm trying my very best to give u happiness.
I might let u down sometimes, I just need a chance to talk to u.
My dear pls don ignore me.
Ok... Instead of nagging u. I guess we have to work also.
And Raya is coming I hope u r well prepared.
I can see ur sad eyes last night before I let go ur hand.
Right now I hope we can just put it aside and go to work.
I cant sleep well, can't eat well.
But I ll try my very best to prove u that
I ll be ur Gd husband.
U have a great day! Hope to talk to u again soon.
"I love u" from my heart not just saying.
:) u don ve to be cruel yet to me because I really sayang u a lot.
From the past we had gone thru many things together,
most of them made us happy.
To look things another way, how abt we chat here?
Just reply will do.
I sincerely want to u to be my life partner.
Didn't sleep much and fever last 3 days.
I hope I can sleep well tonight. didn't eat dinner for 3 days.
I miss u still, just now was at 1u wanted to see ur face for a while
but u were gone.
Hope u r ok and sleep well. Good nite Naza.
Thursday, May 05, 2011
Sex and the city 2
I watched 3 times of this movie and I never feel tired of it because it is a great touching movie.
From the start they talk about how friendship begins, then a gay marriage scene and how the made a vow to the marriage, and how they openly talk and do about sex.
I like this movie a lot, it touches my heart each time I watch. Tears just automatically come out from my eyes, it's lovely.
I wish I could have made my life perfect like them, having bunch of good friends, have a lovely lover who accepts me who I am, and the sex part. I love Samantha. She is super... When I say super means she is good. She can just meet anyone she wants and have sex with them. Gosh, so many cute people out there like Nicky. Haha.... I begin to think, in my life I had tried so many of cute people from the world, they are some more I hadn't try. Haha
Russian, Latino, Italian, Scottish and more .... They are awesome. By knowing so many people from different country you can just got to know them and their culture so easily rather than searching online.
Gosh! I promise myself will be a better guy one day before I turn 35.
Mean while stay healthy .... And lets do it!
Me and You, Just us two.
It's been a while I didnt write about you.
it's quiet tonight, I'm all alone in an empty apartment, therefore I have time to
think what to write for us. You sent me a text blaming me not to join you for maroon 5 concert. Did you
know I wanted to go with you so badly. I almost cancelled my trip to join you but you did something stupid which made me unlikely to go with you.
Remember I called you on Monday and Tuesday night? Well, to be honest I think you are not sincere to ask me out, whether I'm your ex or a friend, you don't have to sneak around my house. Putting in the ticket, CDs and etc one by one and secretly. I didn't know each time when u put in but I always
realized only when I stepped on my toes. Come on, you know me more than one decade. Why are you still acting like a kid?
You have every right to blame me in everything. You have the right to be upset. Please do not forget you asked me to go away. You told me to get away. Even so, I was always be there for you, you just let me feel you didn't
care, you ignored me all the time. You blocked me from fb and whatsapp!
What does it suppose to mean?
You want to hurt me? You did it, I got hurt by that.
You need a revenge? I get it.
You want to make me angry like how you used to? Too bad dude! I'm not the Danny any more.
You want to get attention by not talking to me?I get it, but the attention and
the feeling will decrease day by day if you always like to do something to
irritate me or to be hate by me.
Tell you what, I guess this is the last time I tell you, you are the one I love the most until now. I will not allow anyone to hurt you and to see you hurt in any way. Do you get it? I know what you want from me, I do not think you can get me back but I also do not want to lose you as a friend.
Ok we both are selfish. I love the way you were, but not any more because we
both have changed too much. I do not think we have the same mindset
anymore. You don't even care for me. But it doesn't matter, all I wish is not to
let you get hurt. I suppose you can't find any bf like me. But i hope you will one
day, because being with you need a lot of time to understand you, need lots of
patience to be with you. I passed all that, that's why we had 10 years
relationship.
think what to write for us. You sent me a text blaming me not to join you for maroon 5 concert. Did you
know I wanted to go with you so badly. I almost cancelled my trip to join you but you did something stupid which made me unlikely to go with you.
Remember I called you on Monday and Tuesday night? Well, to be honest I think you are not sincere to ask me out, whether I'm your ex or a friend, you don't have to sneak around my house. Putting in the ticket, CDs and etc one by one and secretly. I didn't know each time when u put in but I always
realized only when I stepped on my toes. Come on, you know me more than one decade. Why are you still acting like a kid?
You have every right to blame me in everything. You have the right to be upset. Please do not forget you asked me to go away. You told me to get away. Even so, I was always be there for you, you just let me feel you didn't
care, you ignored me all the time. You blocked me from fb and whatsapp!
What does it suppose to mean?
You want to hurt me? You did it, I got hurt by that.
You need a revenge? I get it.
You want to make me angry like how you used to? Too bad dude! I'm not the Danny any more.
You want to get attention by not talking to me?I get it, but the attention and
the feeling will decrease day by day if you always like to do something to
irritate me or to be hate by me.
Tell you what, I guess this is the last time I tell you, you are the one I love the most until now. I will not allow anyone to hurt you and to see you hurt in any way. Do you get it? I know what you want from me, I do not think you can get me back but I also do not want to lose you as a friend.
Ok we both are selfish. I love the way you were, but not any more because we
both have changed too much. I do not think we have the same mindset
anymore. You don't even care for me. But it doesn't matter, all I wish is not to
let you get hurt. I suppose you can't find any bf like me. But i hope you will one
day, because being with you need a lot of time to understand you, need lots of
patience to be with you. I passed all that, that's why we had 10 years
relationship.
I learnt something important last night. Going out must have proper attire.
I went for a good massage last night and I was only with my flip flops, damn it my friend called me out to club and I told him I wasn't ready to club as I haven't worn any nice clothes with me, just a blue tank top and shorts with a
pair of flip flops haha.. He dragged me out and needed me to be there so badly
I therefore said ok I'll go. The thing is I saw a cute Russian there which I met a few hours before the
club, I was so embarrassed to look at him. That was my only first time losing my confidence to approach a cute one.
I'm so regretted to go out with that stupid look.. Haha.. Well... Just regret..
The Russian is so hot, I can't forget about the cute face until now, really hope
to taste piece of the Russian ..haha...
pair of flip flops haha.. He dragged me out and needed me to be there so badly
I therefore said ok I'll go. The thing is I saw a cute Russian there which I met a few hours before the
club, I was so embarrassed to look at him. That was my only first time losing my confidence to approach a cute one.
I'm so regretted to go out with that stupid look.. Haha.. Well... Just regret..
The Russian is so hot, I can't forget about the cute face until now, really hope
to taste piece of the Russian ..haha...
Double date.
I met someone on the plane when I took a flight back in KL from Bangkok.
Surprisingly once I got into the plane and started looking at everybody and
Bingo, there you go, there is one nice looking person sitting on the same roll,
Looking at the same direction as me. Yes, I am pretty sure he was looking at me.
A smile brought us a signal, a signal that we all knew we were going to say hi once I sat down or when we arrived the terminal.
It was on Monday night when we arrived KL, he started saying hi and talking to me.
Well,we exchanged no, took a train, and left the terminal. We winked to say good bye because he had somebody waiting for him out there.
Well.. I hardly know someone from then plane so I decided to text him and ask him out For a drink. " ding ...ding" there my iPhone ringing tone beeping after a while.
He replied "Where are you now? I'm in town, just finishing my dinner, where you want to meet?" .... within a minute he replied, " I think you are a very attractive man, I like your body language and you are hot."
Haha.... Ops.... Somebody just said this to me.
Later that night, we met at the bar near the town. We had crazy drinks together.
The next two day, I was just having lunch with a friend along the street in the mall. Out of sudden, this Aussie popped up on the street and I was just being naughty to give him a wink and continue my lunch.
Who knows after an hour he was there waited for me. Haha...
Then, we shoke hands said hi and went for a cup of coffee. Suprisingly, this guy is a hair stylist and here in KL to give some lessons. Hmmm... Impressive.
It was a short coffee conversation because I had no choice to go back to the office and work. I decided to ask him for dinner and he said yes.
Same day, I usually go to the gym on Wednesday night, I told him to meet at the same place where I winked at him after I finished gym at night.
The dinner was fun, I gotta know this nice guy more during the Jap dinner. Later at night, we kissed good bye. I kinda had the feeling to visit this guy again in Sdyney but let's see.... He is sweet and nice, probably i might join him to Taiwan.
Interesting double dates. Although I didn't enjoy that much but it was a great experience.
Surprisingly once I got into the plane and started looking at everybody and
Bingo, there you go, there is one nice looking person sitting on the same roll,
Looking at the same direction as me. Yes, I am pretty sure he was looking at me.
A smile brought us a signal, a signal that we all knew we were going to say hi once I sat down or when we arrived the terminal.
It was on Monday night when we arrived KL, he started saying hi and talking to me.
Well,we exchanged no, took a train, and left the terminal. We winked to say good bye because he had somebody waiting for him out there.
Well.. I hardly know someone from then plane so I decided to text him and ask him out For a drink. " ding ...ding" there my iPhone ringing tone beeping after a while.
He replied "Where are you now? I'm in town, just finishing my dinner, where you want to meet?" .... within a minute he replied, " I think you are a very attractive man, I like your body language and you are hot."
Haha.... Ops.... Somebody just said this to me.
Later that night, we met at the bar near the town. We had crazy drinks together.
The next two day, I was just having lunch with a friend along the street in the mall. Out of sudden, this Aussie popped up on the street and I was just being naughty to give him a wink and continue my lunch.
Who knows after an hour he was there waited for me. Haha...
Then, we shoke hands said hi and went for a cup of coffee. Suprisingly, this guy is a hair stylist and here in KL to give some lessons. Hmmm... Impressive.
It was a short coffee conversation because I had no choice to go back to the office and work. I decided to ask him for dinner and he said yes.
Same day, I usually go to the gym on Wednesday night, I told him to meet at the same place where I winked at him after I finished gym at night.
The dinner was fun, I gotta know this nice guy more during the Jap dinner. Later at night, we kissed good bye. I kinda had the feeling to visit this guy again in Sdyney but let's see.... He is sweet and nice, probably i might join him to Taiwan.
Interesting double dates. Although I didn't enjoy that much but it was a great experience.
Big tool vs Small tool
I have a friend called Long John and I begin to think am I choosy to choose friends? From the sizes, big and long better than small or the thickness?
When I was a child, I was brought up in a complicated family, and since then my preception of tools is only something thick but not big, something hard but not long.
When two persons meet, they have feeling for each other and they tend to show each other how to use them. I always have the feeling, not matter what sizes are they, they are the same feeling, same satisfaction same orgasism.
Don't they all?
No, it doesn't. It has actually different feelings.
I had a chance to discover lately and experience them. At that time, I suddenly had this thought on my mind, looking for different people, different handsome faces, different tools to feel.
In sum, after all they ended up gave me lots of different feelings.
Cute and handsome French, named Thomas, nice abs and charming smile. Not bad Asian size 6in long.
Charming little steward from Manchester, named Steve, nice look with cute little butt but cold And Cocky look.Amazingly he has a big one.
Mature German, Yolman. Mature caring look with polite manner. Nice chest and friedly. Amazingly he has a big one too.
Then, handsome mixed Indian from Australia, Ken. Like his face clean and soft, cute and easy going. Not bad, more than Asian size 6 .5in.
From China, Yao. Didn't even want to look at it because he is small, among them Yao has the smallest tool.
Next, taiwanese named Lucas, he is a shy guy among all of them ... Any way he is cute and cocky but he seems into cooks a lot and wish taste each of us.
Curiosity brings me into this kind of study, and it's fun having some fun time, touching them and feel them all.
When I was a child, I was brought up in a complicated family, and since then my preception of tools is only something thick but not big, something hard but not long.
When two persons meet, they have feeling for each other and they tend to show each other how to use them. I always have the feeling, not matter what sizes are they, they are the same feeling, same satisfaction same orgasism.
Don't they all?
No, it doesn't. It has actually different feelings.
I had a chance to discover lately and experience them. At that time, I suddenly had this thought on my mind, looking for different people, different handsome faces, different tools to feel.
In sum, after all they ended up gave me lots of different feelings.
Cute and handsome French, named Thomas, nice abs and charming smile. Not bad Asian size 6in long.
Charming little steward from Manchester, named Steve, nice look with cute little butt but cold And Cocky look.Amazingly he has a big one.
Mature German, Yolman. Mature caring look with polite manner. Nice chest and friedly. Amazingly he has a big one too.
Then, handsome mixed Indian from Australia, Ken. Like his face clean and soft, cute and easy going. Not bad, more than Asian size 6 .5in.
From China, Yao. Didn't even want to look at it because he is small, among them Yao has the smallest tool.
Next, taiwanese named Lucas, he is a shy guy among all of them ... Any way he is cute and cocky but he seems into cooks a lot and wish taste each of us.
Curiosity brings me into this kind of study, and it's fun having some fun time, touching them and feel them all.
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
领悟
人生里都有不同的阶段，在不同的阶段，我们都有可以领悟的层次。
今年我领悟了许多，许多…..
工作上、感情上、友谊上、纠纷上、家人上、事业上、个人进步上、同事上和不同不同的领悟…….
不论什么都好， 我都要一一地去进步，只有这样我才能成为一个成功的人。但是有时在想，就算成
功了，又谁会欣赏？又谁会了解？哈哈…. 一边想一边冷笑自己没用。
我领悟了，也醒觉了。可是我有悟错吗？有觉错吗？
生活到底是什么一回事？我真的有想过要让自己成功然后日子以后就会好过的，可是日子好过时，
成功就会变成寂寞了。因为我知道一个成功的人，也是一个寂寞的人。 我不要，我很努力地把我的
朋友留在身边就是想以后和我一起分享喜悦。可是…….
今年我领悟了许多，许多…..
工作上、感情上、友谊上、纠纷上、家人上、事业上、个人进步上、同事上和不同不同的领悟…….
不论什么都好， 我都要一一地去进步，只有这样我才能成为一个成功的人。但是有时在想，就算成
功了，又谁会欣赏？又谁会了解？哈哈…. 一边想一边冷笑自己没用。
我领悟了，也醒觉了。可是我有悟错吗？有觉错吗？
生活到底是什么一回事？我真的有想过要让自己成功然后日子以后就会好过的，可是日子好过时，
成功就会变成寂寞了。因为我知道一个成功的人，也是一个寂寞的人。 我不要，我很努力地把我的
朋友留在身边就是想以后和我一起分享喜悦。可是…….
寂寞的除夕夜
又过年了，一眨眼有一年了。今年好闷， 没有人陪我吃团圆饭。除夕啊！竟然不是和家人吃饭，找了一个朋友在“客家饭店”搞定晚饭算了。
其实最近才知道除夕的真正意义。我想我真的有想过除夕和他们一起过，可是家人都是不知道要怎么一起过。
最近觉得自己长大了， 可是又不是。因为在别人身上，特别是长辈或年纪比自己大一些的人，突然觉得自己还像一个黄毛小子。他们在这个新年里让我感受到，我不是成熟的；也不是不熟，只是熟得刚刚好。
时间过得非常快，只是睡几个觉醒来，年已经过了一大半了。又长大一岁了，能怎样？就这样咯！
过年最喜爱做的就是看电影，无聊又可以打发时间。其实，我得给爸妈搞扎了。从小到大都没有尝试过新年的气氛，每天都是一样的过。今年我一个红包都没拿，因为我觉得不想再拿别人的钱了，自己赚的是最好的。赚不到，去骗好了，哈哈…… 也不需要伸手“拿”。
说真的：我没有感受过除夕的快乐，真的没有过。而这让我讨厌“新年”。
Saturday, January 15, 2011
抄袭蓝色巧克力岛的文法
我常跟朋友说，要随和但不可以随便，
我常跟朋友说，不要太去在乎，但不能没有要求，
我常跟朋友说，凡事尽力就好，不要委曲求全，
我常跟朋友说，很多时候就是忘了跟自己说，
你没有亏欠任何人，别把为难自己当成习惯。
毕竟，这个年代懂得珍惜的人，
已经越来越少了。
Thursday, January 06, 2011
Brand new ME!
10 years, what have I done? I have no idea my passed, the path that I walked before. It was tough but I managed to walk, along the way, some good people helped me, and because of them I have became what I am now. I am very thankful for them in helping me so much. Too many people that I could think of, if you are reading my blog, you are probably one of them.
2001 – Finished SPM and left school for work.
2002 – Teaching job had begun and studying at the same time.
- First time travelled aboard alone to Melbourne, Australia. Thanks to Adiwn Pun.
- Studied night classes on my own.
- Suffered what to do for the future.
- Started long distance relationship.
2003 - Struggling at the college, wanting to enter college life like the other friends but dropped school after one sem.
- Went to Australia again to look for Sam in Adelaide, Australia.
- Stayed in Australia for almost 2 months.
- Still acting like a kid but a good brother taking care his home.
2004 – Being fired teaching position by the government, more like a recession.
- Travelled to Taiwan and Singapore both countries around 6 weeks.
- Joined an international school and started my new teaching life when I was 21.
- Getting happier by changing the working environment.
2005 – Working with the international school still. Naïve and happily.
- Staying in Australia most of the holiday breaks to avoid unhappiness from family.
- Getting rich at my age and more friends.
2006 – Started knowing and learning Korean cultures.
- Dropped account school.
- Struggling my future.
- Being bullied in the school as many good colleagues were leaving.
- Having relationship problems.
- Met my so call boss as well as my good brother.
- Bought my first house.
2007 – Left the international school.
- Work as a full time tutor. On my own, as a boss.
- Joined an insurance company for fun.
- Went to Brisbane, Gold Coast, Melbourne Australia for a gathering with my buddies.
- First time visited police station. Lol
- Bought my second house.
2008 - Still surviving working on my own.
- Liked working in education field.
- Helped a lot of people to achieve their goals in their studies.
- Helped to start up a Korean education centre.
- Joined a Korean school for 6 months.
- Was spending 08-08-08 trip to Hong Kong.
- Graduated teaching school and finally being recognized as a teacher.
- Celebrated my graduation in Bangkok, Thailand.
- Bought my second car.
2009 – Working as a teacher still.
- Teaching a lot of foreigners, most of them are Koreans.
- Life was quite stable but some uncertainties made me felt unsecure.
- Went for a group trip to Kosamui, Thailand.
2010- Realized teaching isn’t good enough to bring me to the top.
- Changing directions and struggling in my career.
- Met many friends who support me.
- Came across my mind that I needed a change or else I am going to get poor in 3 years time.
- Went to Phuket(Thailand), the UK, Ireland, Paris and etc ….
- Started to do some planning for my future.
- July, 2010. Quitted my teaching job and fully focus my banking career.
- Ausgust,2010. Within 2 months I had achieved my 2 years accumulated sales and got a free Blackberry phone and a trip to Shanghai.
- Oct,2010. Lecturer called for an interview to become a book writer, helping China kids to do an English teacher’s guide book.
- Dec,2010. Have finally become an end, last minutes to achieve a free trip to LA /Las Vegas going in Sept 2011.
Dreams in 2011…………………………….
To become an MDRT.
To have a new car.
To buy a new house.
To have a good relationship after I have achieved everything.
To go travel around the world.
To open a school.
To help dream builders.
I want to fly continuously non stop…… lets fly!
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